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#HiMother, after the second and third pregnancies I haven’t had any sustenance, Allah trusts me in my fourth pregnancy. From the beginning of this pregnancy, my husband and I always took care of it because the second and third pregnancies were our lessons.
The ultrasound results always show that our child is a boy and we are increasingly grateful, happy and can’t wait for his birth. Likewise with our first child who couldn’t wait for his younger sibling to arrive.
Once a month I always diligently monitor my pregnancy and have regular ultrasounds. We are very grateful and happy because the results are always good. I have also prepared everything our baby needs when it is born.
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At 38 weeks of gestation, amniotic fluid has started to leak. My husband and I decided to immediately go to the midwife where I had pregnancy control. When I got there, I took a small walk to speed up labor.
During opening 3, suddenly the amniotic fluid broke and decreased, accompanied by increasingly heavy blood. The midwife tried to treat it by giving medicine and infusion to facilitate labor and stop bleeding.
However, as the amniotic fluid decreased and the bleeding became more intense, my baby’s heartbeat in the womb became weaker. Finally, the midwife decided to refer me to the nearest hospital.
My baby is lifeless
On the way, my stomach hurt more than the contractions. I vomited several times and the blood continued to flow profusely, making me even more weak. I only hope for prayers and a miracle.
During an ultrasound at the hospital, the ob-gyn doctor predicted that my baby was no longer alive. I was getting weaker, holding back tears and hoping for a miracle. Until finally, the doctor decided to immediately perform a caesarean section.
In the cold operating room, I was still able to hold back tears. But when I saw the doctor take my baby from my stomach, at that moment I couldn’t stop crying. I didn’t hear any crying when my baby was born.
I could only hug and kiss my baby when the nurse gave him to him in the operating room. The tears became even more intense when I had to let go of what I was waiting for. But, I am grateful that God still gives me the opportunity to enjoy pregnancy.
Yes, humans can only hope and plan because God’s plan is much better. Sincerity is much better than crying about sadness because crying cannot change everything.
For mothers who have lost their children and mothers of second-line fighters, stay enthusiastic, be grateful, and don’t stop praying. ❤️
-Mother N, Newsdelivers.com-
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